Thursday, July 18, 2019

The Pecan Trees: The seeds we plant matter


My father was born in Soperton, Georgia in the 1920’s. Soperton is a small, rural town located in Southeast Georgia. His family left Soperton when he was a teenager, moving to Jacksonville, Florida where he met and married my mother. My two sisters and I were born in Jacksonville.

As children, when we took family vacations we never slept in hotels or visited theme parks. Instead, we always stayed with extended family whom we likely hadn’t seen since the summer before when we made that same trek from Jacksonville to Soperton.

Often our summer “vacations” were scheduled around Thigpen family reunions. Dozens of cousins would gather at the Soperton town clubhouse. There were long rows of tables filled with everyone’s tastiest pot luck. There was a much food as there was laughter and chatter.
Every summer when we made that trip, or any other time of the year we found ourselves traveling to see relatives near Soperton, my dad had one particular stop he always had to make. It was a grove of pecan trees. It’s been years ago now, but the last time I saw those trees they were probably 75 feet tall and almost as wide as they were tall.

We’d drive by those trees and my dad would tell us how he planted each one as a seedling. We would all marvel at how huge those trees were and how much they must have grown since they were first nestled in the ground graciously and evenly spaced in straight, diagonal rows. My dad was drawn to that grove of trees, as if the limbs waved longingly at him from a distance, signaling him to come closer.

Those trees were probably at least 30 years old or more by the time Dad was taking us to see them. I don’t know what was really going through his mind when he made his pilgrimages to those trees, but I do know he never missed an opportunity to visit them. It’s as if they were part of the family too. They were products of his hard work and effort. It was no longer his charge to care for them, but he still cared about them. Years later, he still wanted to see them flourish.

Seeing those pecan trees fully grown and producing crops was satisfying not only to my father, but to every one of us traveling the road with him. If we made the trip later in the fall, we may have even stopped to pick up a handful of nuts. The memory puts a smile on my face and a longing in my heart.

Trees, seeds, plants, branches, crops, harvests, and all kinds of agriculture are frequent topics in the Bible. There are mentions of trees in the Garden of Eden, onions in Egypt, hyssop at the Passover,  Zacchaeus’ climb up a sycamore, a withering fig tree, the ark constructed with acacia wood, palms covering the roadway to Jerusalem, and cypress and cedar trees that may have been used in making a cross.

How long does it take for an entire forest (enough to build an ark) of acacia trees to grow to strong enough to be construction worthy?  How many years prior would they have been planted? What about Zacchaeus’ sycamore?  Or the Jerusalem palms? Or the wood for the cross? Who else but God could make the harvest timing ripe for the task needed?

Beyond Eden, someone on this earth planted the onions, hyssop, palms and other plants and trees used for purposes in the entire biblical narrative. Whoever planted and/or cared for those trees likely had no idea God would use them to tell His story. They may have been like my dad, even if they had moved on after planting, still stopping by to pay a visit when they’re in town, telling his children how dirty he got digging the holes for them, being amazed at what God has done with it since then.

The seeds we plant matter. I need to be better about following my dad’s example by being more deliberate and attentive rather than randomly dropping one or two here or scattering a handful over there. I also need to follow my Heavenly Father’s example. He has a vision for every seed and the patience to see it grow into the very thing He meant it for.

Blessed is the one who does not walk in step with the wicked or stand in the way that sinners take or sit in the company of mockers, but whose delight is in the law of the Lord, and who meditates on his law day and night. That person is like a tree planted by streams of water, which yields its fruit in season and whose leaf does not wither -- whatever they do prospers. Psalm 1:1-3


Thursday, June 27, 2019

Moving on is scary


We’ve made it through another graduation season and a whole new group of young adults has been promoted to the next phase of life. Moving on is exciting, exhilarating, and scary. Some of these graduates know where they’re going, what they want to do, and have it all planned out. Others can’t see quite that far down the road, but they can see the next step and are eager to take it. There are also some who still need a little more time to let the fog clear. I think it’s that last group that helped initiate the gap year.

The gap year is apparently a trend now. Students take a year off between high school and college, or between college and graduate school, or maybe even between graduate school and starting a career-related job. In fact, it is such a trend now that some schools and travel companies even offer gap year programs. These gap year programs involve things like international travel and focus on cultural experiences. The goal is an education beyond academics, and to help provide rest and focus for the upcoming challenge.

I graduated from college a long time ago, but the last twelve months turned out to be a gap year for me.  It wasn’t planned. It just happened.

It started when burglars broke into our house. That day we were robbed of not only precious treasures, but also the vision of what we thought our future looked like in that house. We were safe but changed.

That unexpected incident then seemed to open up the floodgates for a succession of several other rapid fire trauma-filled, grief-filled, and tragedy-filled life-changing events over the next several months. The framework of the life we had built became murky and muddy in the months of deluge. We lost friends, we lost things, we lost money. There were gaps in almost every area of our life.

Because of all the gaps, I had to work to refocus on what was important. I stopped doing most of the things that filled up my days and gave me a sense of purpose and accomplishment. I stopped going. I stopped volunteering. I stopped writing. I just stopped. I, too, needed time for the fog to clear. 

I quit, but God never did.

I kept getting reminders. Things like devotional emails, social media posts, podcasts, almost anything I was listening to or reading eventually brought me around to the same verse of scripture:

“Therefore, my brothers and sisters, make every effort to confirm your calling and election. For if you do these things, you will never stumble, and you will receive a rich welcome into the eternal kingdom of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.” 1 Peter 1:10-11 NIV

I certainly felt like my calling was in question and needed a new and fresh confirmation. I was, however, a little unsure about how to “make every effort” to confirm that new calling, especially since I’d quit all those purpose-affirming activities. I wanted to get busy, but I just couldn’t bring myself to get back in the game.

The longer I remained still and quiet, the clearer it became… it is not up to me to confirm my own calling. That’s God’s responsibility.

In verse 3 of that same chapter of 1 Peter it says that “His divine power has given us everything we need for a godly life through our knowledge of him who called us by his own glory and goodness. Through these he has given us his very great and precious promises, so that through them you may participate in the divine nature, having escaped the corruption in the world caused by evil desires.”

Nothing I have or do will confirm my calling like His divine power, glory, and goodness can and will. My contribution is to simply get to know Him. Getting to know Him is discovering that “He is before all things, and in him all things hold together.”  Colossians 1:17

Sometimes it takes the dust cloud of a difficult circumstance (or several) to see God’s character more clearly. It’s what made me be able to say that my heart aches, but I still have joy. I am poor, but still have spiritual riches to share. I own nothing, but yet have everything. (2 Corinthians 6:10).

He’s standing in the gaps, filling them with His divine power, glory, and goodness, holding everything together.  That’s my confirmation.